Broken Trust - Pt. 1

India, 36, a marketing executive with curves that broke necks and a smile that shattered hearts, had it all—or so it seemed. Her career was thriving, her social media accounts were filled with perfectly curated snapshots of glamorous events and exotic vacations, and she lived in a loft that looked like it belonged in a high-end design magazine. On top of all that, she had been dating a charming and successful architect. Malcolm was everything she thought she wanted: intelligent, attentive, and driven. He treated her well, made her laugh, and seemed genuinely invested in their future together. India had everything she had prayed for… until, one night, she reached into his coat pocket and found something unexpected.

"Girl, you won't believe what happened last night!" India yelled through her cell phone, slamming her coffee cup on the counter.

"Ooooo, tell me everything!" Keisha said eagerly, settling in for what promised to be an earful.

"He’s married, Keisha!!! Married!!!" 

"That bastard!!! How did you find out???"

India released a deep sigh. "I was looking for my keys in his coat pocket and found a wedding band!” she sniffled.

"Oh my god, girl… So what did he say?" 

"He said it was complicated, that they were separated but not divorced yet. Like that makes it any better!"

“Right! If that was the case, he should have said that!” Keisha added. “And what “separated” man still carries his wedding ring??? Get the F outta here!”

“Exactly what I said!!! We have been together for almost a year!!! A whole damn year! And you’re still carrying your wedding ring??? Yeah, okay” she rolled her eyes.

“For real! Kick him to the curb. You don’t need that kind of drama in your life, India. You deserve so much better than some liar who can’t even be honest about his status.”

India burst into tears at the thought of her relationship coming to an end.

“It’s ok boo.” Keisha’s tone softened. She could feel her friend’s pain through the phone, and it broke her heart to know she was hurting. “Come over after work, I’ll cook dinner for you.”

Days rolled by, but India's feelings remained a tangled mess. She ended things with Malcolm the same night she discovered the truth, blocked his number, and erased any trace of him from her life. But as the days turned into weeks, India's sense of closure never came. Instead, she was left with a whirlwind of emotions she couldn't sort through. She fluctuated between anger at him for deceiving her and frustration with herself for not seeing the signs sooner. There were nights when she cried herself to sleep, the uncertainty of his lies pressing down on her chest like a stone. Other times, she felt a simmering rage, a need to lash out at something, anything, just to feel in control again.

She tried throwing herself into her work, taking on extra projects, and staying late at the office. She thought if she kept herself busy enough, she wouldn’t have time to think about him. But even in the midst of meetings and deadlines, her mind would wander back to Malcolm—his smile, his touch, the way he made her laugh. She hated that he still occupied so much space in her thoughts, that even after everything, he had the power to affect her like this.

Her friends encouraged her to move on, suggesting nights out and introducing her to new people. India tried to put on a brave face, to laugh and pretend she was fine. But every time she saw a happy couple or heard someone mention love, it felt like a punch to the gut. She couldn’t understand why she couldn’t just let it go, why the thought of Malcolm still haunted her. She had been betrayed, plain and simple. So why did she feel like she was the one who had lost something? Then, one evening, her phone buzzed. It was a message from an unknown number.

I need to talk to you, Meet me at our place. 9 p.m. Please India.

She rolled her eyes at the text, knowing it was from Malcolm. Her mind raced as she stared at the message for a few moments. Her heart began to beat faster as a mix of anger and anxiety flooded her veins. What could he possibly have to say that he hadn’t already lied about? Why couldn’t he just let her move on? A part of her wanted to ignore the message altogether, to delete it and move on with her day. But another part of her, the part still tangled up in the mess of unresolved feelings, was curious. 

India tossed her phone on the couch and paced the living room, her thoughts swirling like a storm. She thought about all the things she should say to him, all the anger and pain she had bottled up since the night she found his ring. She thought about how satisfying it would be to finally have it out, to lay everything on the table and walk away with her head held high. But then she remembered the look in his eyes whenever he talked about their future, the way he held her and made her feel like the most important person in the world. That was the Malcolm she had fallen for, not the man who had hidden an entire marriage from her. Her phone buzzed again, another message from the unknown number:

I know I don’t deserve your forgiveness, but please, just hear me out.

Running her hands through her hair, India groaned in frustration. She felt torn. She knew she shouldn’t go, knowing nothing good would come from meeting with him. But deep down, she also knew she wouldn’t be able to rest until she heard what he had to say. Against her better judgment, she decided to go.